Seasons Change

I find myself becoming quieter than I use to be. I find myself realizing that I don't always need to have the last word... I don't always have to give my input or opinion. Proverbs 14:1 says:  A wise woman builds her house; a foolish woman tears hers down with her own hands. 2Those who follow the right path fear the LORD; those who take the wrong path despise him. 3The talk of fools is a rod for their backs, but the words of the wise keep them out of trouble. Reading that closed my mouth! I've never been a loud woman but I've been a stubborn, opinionated and a "this is the way I do it, that's final" type of woman. I've never been a gossiper or struggled with talking too much. Yet sometimes I express my opinion when it's not needed so I took an inner selfie and said oh no Jesus KILL THAT! I find myself dropping my need to control things and trying to fix my life or fix those around me and just saying God take over. I ask the Holy Spirit for guidance not just in big decisions but small ones too. I had this grand idea of what my life would be, had a goal list and I treated God like a genie at times because I expected him to grant my wishes. I had to say I'm sorry lord for not trusting you to lead me and guiding me. The other night I fell on my face and told God I surrender completely, I don't want control because I'm wrecking my own life with my human hands! He never fails so what was I doing thinking I could fix my life? Holy Spirit lead me today, lead me in my actions, any thoughts that are contrary to the word of God cast them down! Let The Lord guide you through every step and I promise he won't steer you wrong. I love you all! Until we meet again I pray that you allow God to lead you without interfering.

Cdj❤️❤️❤️